Sunday, February 26, 2006
hmm.. after so long.. i'm still haven't change.. i'm still the same old emotional gal.. but except now.. i've nobody to turn to when i'm feeling down.. ok frenz.. i'm in a very lousy mood now.. just need to find an avenue to say all this out.. i should be fine by the time u guys see this msg.. so dun need to be worry abt me.. =)
2nd time in a week, i've left my newly purchased stuffs in the shop..
last thur.. went to buy some comestics for Mala's wedding.. happily paid for those stuff and leave it at the counter.. didn't even realised until I reached home.. huiling still got to go all the way down to collect for me on fri before the class.. (HL: Sorry to trouble you.. thanks dear)
today.. went Sim Lim Square to get some ink cartridges.. spent almost $100 there.. then went over to Sim Lim Tower to get my lappy charger repaired.. then happily leave the whole bag of stuff in the shop.. only realised it when we are back in City Hall.. so took a cab from Raffles City back to Sim Lim Tower hoping that the shop is still open.. the taxi driver took the wrong road.. then i got to alight and walk about 3 minutes to Sim Lim Tower.. to realise that I could not find the shop anymore.. it's closed!!! omg.. i hope i can recover my items tmr lor.. if not there's goes my $100.. :(
hated myself for being so forgetful.. i knew that i would forget those stuff.. so i even remind myself not to forget.. but in the end.. i still forget.. haiz.. argh.. really feel like slapping myself..
it's at this time.. when i really feel like complaining to somebody.. but i concluded that everybody will be too busy to listen to my complaints.. thus couldn't find anybody whom i can call to talk too.. haiz.. felt quite lonely then.. (to my dear frenz out there: i know if i were to call anyone of u.. u all will entertain me.. but.. just doesn't wan to disturb u all over such unimportant stuff)..
feeling upset that i could neither find my stuff nor anyone for me to complain too.. i went to take a bus back to City Hall and went to HMV to get some stuff.. i guess i'm a type of person whereby i would write my emotion on my face.. perhaps i was looking upset or smth.. suddenly, the counter staff ask, "How's your day?" i was stunned at the question and didn't wat to reply.. i just had a bad day.. but i couldn't possibily complain to him abt the lousy me right.?? so aft a while, i just reply, "ya.. it's ok.. thanks" and smiled.. but apparently that question didn't affect me in anyway (perhaps it might be diff if the same question is asked by someone else ba..)
but anyway was still feeling down.. felt like crying then.. ya.. i'm a crybaby.. i can cry over the smallest thing.. also felt like gg home and not doing anything.. but i can't.. promised HL that i'll be gg to woodlands lib to get some books on Access.. (no dear.. it's not ur fault.. i insisted of gg one.. no worries) after that went cold storage to get some stuff so that i could prepare some sandwiches for my dears tmr.. and back home.. haiz.. now i'm all alone at home..mum and bro and went out.. only left me and my beloved lappy at home..
