a sToRy of a GaL named Jas//*

Thursday, March 30, 2006

i'm irritated...

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

this week had been a busy week..

work was horribly busy.. a lot of cheques waiting for me to process.. but ok la.. it's fun working there..

one presentation down.. 1 more report left.. 1 paper to write.. 4 exam to go..
oh.. got back my corp paper yest.. ok lor.. luckily i didn't fail again.. but the grade isn't very good.. but aiya.. who's care.. everybody else's grade are around there.. =)

wanted to post the pic from my Sun's buffet @ Pariss.. but couldn't find a time to do so till now... in midst of a seminar.. hahaha.. hmm.. Pariss's food.. ok lor.. nothing very impressive.. desserts was a bit disappointing.. but variety was there.. oh.. but their teppanyaki is quite good.. i like their cod fish & salmon.. nice..

Corn Soup with pastry.. the corn soup was ok lor.. but the pastry was nice..

my favourite of the night.. cold soba.. yum yum..

Here's some of the cakes that they have..

Lots of ice cream of different flavours.. hee.. took 5 different types.. fruits selection was limited =(

overall experience is not too bad.. but a bit on the high side.. thanks Zhi for the treat.. ;)

that's all for now..

Saturday, March 25, 2006

如果这是最后的结局
为何我还忘不了你
时间改变了我们告别了单纯

如果重缝也无法继续
失去才算是永恒
惩罚我的认真是我太过天真

难道我就这样过我的一生
我的吻注定吻不到最爱的人
为你等从一开始盼到现在也同样落得不可能

难道爱情可以转交给别人
但命运注定留不住我爱的人
我不能我怎么会愿意承认你是我不该爱的人

如果再见是为了再分
失去才算是永恒
一次新的记忆为何还要再生

yippee.. just finish my last test of the week -tax paper... the paper was ok lor.. so so la.. not much comment.. then following that.. went to NLB to do tax project.. hmm.. a day full of tax.. =p

ya.. thanks PS dear for saving the swissotel food for me.. they are nice.. thanks for being so sweet.. thanks for constant care and concern.. thanks for all ur 爱心面包 every monday.. love ya.. *muack* =)

hee.. but apparently those food that PS kept for me wasn't enough to stop my craving for supper.. so drag HL along wif me for supper.. got a lift from Rit to Newton Circus.. and.... had a sinful supper.. hahaa.. ok.. here's wat we had..

a plate of 2 poh piahs $1.50 each.. actually i just wanted 1.. but they dun sell 1 (min 2)

$10 sambal stingray.. ok lor.. so so la.. chomp chomp still better..

this is KM's fav food - 蚝煎 ($4).. hahaha.. but the thing is i dun really like the taste oyster.. i just like the chewy chewy eggs.. oops..

3 BBQ Chicken wings.. no choice.. got to buy (min 3) $1 each

Expensive sugar cane wif lemon.. it's $2 a cup.. and seemed a bit diluted.. blah..

some of you might be wondering.. order so much food.. there's must be a few of us there sharing.. nah.. it's only me and HL.. hahahha.. thanks gal for entertaining me the whole of today n accompanying me for supper.. hee.. sorry to make u feel so full.. *paiseh*

after a sinful supper, on our way to Newton MRT station.. i was mesmerized by a stretch of "British Colonial" looking houses.. can't help but to take out my camera and took the following pictures...

ok la.. the pic might not be well taken.. but the actual house are really very nice.. at least to me la.. hee.. a wonderful and fulfilling night!!!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

it's so disappointing to know that all the time and effort
you've put in had gone down the drain..
n yet..
there's nothing u can do to stop it or prevent it.. -_-

haiz.. when i'm abt to leave home for sch this morning..
guess wat happen.. my lappy tried to commit suicide..

leave my lappy on the shoe rack outside my house and went into my room to get some stuff.. just when i was abt to step into my room... *bang* oops.. the next moment.. i saw my lappy on the floor together wif all my other shoes.. argh!!!

now.. my lappy got external injuries.. not sure abt internal.. but the fact that i'm still blogging now.. guess it should be fine.. but.. it has 2 hole at 2 of the corners of the casing.. haiz.. so sianz.. need to find nice plasters for it now.. perhaps those with precious moments pic.. whahhaha.. haiz..

just finish one of the test today.. one more to go..
2 more projects due next week..
1 paper due the week after and
4 final exams..
haiz.. sianz..

went for the 1st salsa 2 class last sat.. hmm.. interesting instructors.. they look like students themselves but they are friendly and nice ppl.. it's only the 1st class.. let's not make any conclusion yet..

oso.. a few of us went for the salsa fiesta that evening.. the music was great.. but it will be more fun if the rest were there as well.. too bad.. it's ok.. there's always next time.. =)

on sun.. went for an expensive dinner.. but ok la.. no regret.. the food at

kuishin-bo was GOOD!!!! the chawanmushi was nice.. so is the handroll.. dessert.. ok la. not that fantastic.. but i like the chocolate fondue fountain..nice nice.. yeah.. that's the chocolae fountain.. cool right? fullerton chocolate buffet has it too (a bigger one).. and wat's more.. best denki sell it too for $100++.. haha.. hmm.. maybe i can go get one IF i feel rich.. =p

that's one of the dessert.. chocolate mousse..
more photos of the food coming soon.. i guess..

more photos.. these are all the beautiful flowers i recd on my b-day.. hee.. thanks frenz..
though flowers are impractical stuff.. but i simply adore them.. hee.. dun ask me y.. =p

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

to tink that 4 days ago.. i was still looking forward to the day and happily thanking each and everyone for their wishes and presents..
ZX: thanks for the pretty flowers, beauitful wallet and the delicious dinner.. poor boi.. *paiseh* u spent quite a lot.. thank u.. xie xie..

but now.. i feel that i'd just fallen down from a cliff.. n trying to climb back up.. but failed.. thus decided to find a place to hide myself and wait till i find the strength and motivation to try again..

hmm.. even mum realised that i haven't been myself for the past few days..

Mum: are u ok?
Me: huh? *acting blur*
Mum: u ok or not? how come u seemed so moody?
Me: huh? no leh.. nothing (but deep now.. ya.. i'm feeling very down, so just wanna to hide myself and refuse to go out to face the reality)
Mum: ok. don't keep everything to urself, k? anything just say it out.. we can share the problem.
Me: orh.. i just tired ba.. gg to slp now.. nitez. (can't slp at all)

thanks mum for ur concern.. sorry to make u worry.. but i tink i guess i just need some time to pull myself back up..

i'm tired of faking - tired of smiling when i don't feel like it.. tired of being nice when i'm not.. tired of saying things which i don't mean it.. tired of not saying wat i feel or wat i wan..

Friday, March 10, 2006

hey hey.. i'm officially another year older.. hmm.. wat's so happy abt that?? hahaha.. anyway.. had a wonderful surprise at 12plus am..

went out wif PS at abt 10plus pm to jalan kayu for prata.. the cheese prata was good.. yum yum.. then left jalan kayu @ abt 12plus for home.. on the way back, ps said she need to use the washroom.. so went up my house wif me.. only till outside my house.. i realised there's a few familar slippers/sandals but they don't belong to my house.. hmm.. hahaha.. yeah.. so i knew that those gals are inside.. hahaha.. so funny..

but was very touched.. and happy seeing Sher, HL n LT.. =) was quite surprised to see LT though.. didn't expect him to come.. hee.. so a big thanks to

PS for bringing me to jalan kayu for prata (always wanted to go there.. thanks dear).. driving me ard and foregoing her beauty sleep.. (but ok la.. u pretty enough liao)

Sher n HL for collecting the cake from PS's house and for the surprise even though they had a long day in sch and band..

LT for coming down and joining in the surprise..

JY for buying the cake.. the cake is nice.. it's chocolate cake.. though sinful.. but who's care.. it's yummy.. thanks man.. (wanted to get ur sis to bring a piece back for u.. but she refused to.. so too bad la.. =p)

PS's mum for staying up to wait for the 2 twins to collect the cake.. sorry auntie.. bu hao yi shi.. hee..

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

was surfing the net and came across this 2 quotes which i tink it's quite meaningful..

"When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."
-Alexander Graham Bell-

"If we spend our time with regrets over yesterday, and worries over what might happen tomorrow, we have no today in which to live."

was chatting wif a fren over e phone yesterday till abt 3plus (yawnz.. still tot that i can slp early.. but it's ok.. it's not ur fault.. hee) and realised that we'll nv know what's lies ahead of us.. so at times.. there's really no pt tinking too much.. aiya.. like wat nike say.. "JUST DO IT" whahahaha.... in event whereby a nail is hit.. just take it as an experience ba.. =)

i personally believe that everything is already planned out for you.. it's just a matter of time that each thing will reveal itself.. hmm.. till here.. i know some of my dear frenz out there will be protesting and tinking that happiness is in your own hands.. hmm.. ok la.. it's just a matter of different views =)

hee.. this entry of mine will cost the sch $5.. now in office earning $10/hr for stoning n blogging.. hahahha.. ok la.. that's not the only thing i do in office ok.. i do do work one hor.. =p

Monday, March 06, 2006

is it wrong to treat someone nicely?? must there be a reason for it??

i have a lot of whys now waiting to be answered.. hmm..
one of them is "y am i feeling so moody now??"

hee.. this week should be a happy week.. =)

Friday, March 03, 2006

WTH am I still doing in school at 4.58am in the morning.. sitting in front of my com blogging and fighting with my eyes in this icy cold place.. all this is caused by one evil word: Procrastinate..

Our database deadline was extended from last week till this week.. however it still does not help cos we still leave it till the last minutes and thus now rushing it out to meet the deadline of 2359hours of 3 Mar 06. from here.. i could see HL sleeping soundly now.. hahaha.. can tell that she’s super tired.. hadn’t been sleeping well for the last few nights.. poor gal.. it’s ok.. we’ll try to start earlier for our tax proj.. kk?? I hope so.. =)

as for me.. sleepy is the only feeling I have now.. slept at 3.30am the night before and now at this ghostly hour.. I’m still awake.. still got lesson at 12pm later.. hmm.. but it’s ok.. it’s Friday today!!! yeah.. might be gg salsa-ing tonight too.. woohoo.. hahha

hmm.. guess that both of us are not the only ppl rushing the project out.. a big thank you to Lintong who’s not our group member but yet stayed back till 12am to help us wif our project and still helping now.. wow.. really appreciate that.. he’s so nice.. we will be dead meat if not for him.. HL, we really owe him a big big treat!! =) it's so great to have nice fren like him ard.. =p

Thursday, March 02, 2006

(Sher: jas... mm and it's ok to scream at me if you feel like it when I pang seh you or sth... esp the Sunday incident. Cuz I know you prob really wanted us to go have fun tog... and needed, as I did, to relieve some pent up pressure. It's ok not to be understanding sometimes)
my dear.. it's really ok.. i'd nv felt like you had pang seh me or anything before.. as for the Sun incident.. it's really ok.. no worries abt that.. =) it's no big deal.. i'll still luv ya.. whahahaha.. but dear.. i know u haf a lot of unsettled issues now and u r those kind of person who tink a lot.. but do give yourself a break.. hmm.. easier said than done.. i know.. but do try, ya??

as for my dear's twinnie.. noticed that you've not really been yourself for the past few days.. glad that you'd found some sort of closures to that issue.. didn't know that beside the abilities of 'irritating' me.. making me laugh by making a fool of urself.. (just like yest on the bus.. the poor lady.. haiz).. u can also make me tears too.. thanks for that entry in ur blog.. it's indeed touching.. anyway if my lousy week is because of u.. then it'll not only be a week.. it'll be a lousy year or years.. (HL: Perhaps I may not be a fantastic person to talk to, cos I am always as you say almost the most irritating person on Earth. But then, I can hug, and I have a broad shoulder.) thanks dear.. that's perhaps the most touching words that I've even heard.. considering that it's coming out from you.. =p but seriously.. dear.. u have been too nice.. thus.. i tends to bully u a lot.. oops.. sorry.. u can be too accommodating at times.. u always try to accomodate to others at the expenses of yourself.. pls try not to do that too often.. it's very tiring..

A big thanks to all my dearies (Sher, PS n HL) for all the concerns, love and understanding that you all give me.. *hugz* u gals r the best.. luv u all.. =) *muack*

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

hmm.. guess that i had done a self-hypnosis on myself since the beginning of the week.. been telling myself that this week will be a lousy week.. thus whatever things that happen, be it big or small, everything seemed that it's just falling into place (ya.. a lousy week)

haiz.. got back my corp reporting paper yest.. yep.. within my expectation.. got a F.. =( it's been a long while since i last had a F.. sianz.. but nvm.. i only got myself to blame.. so ya.. no point looking back at it.. work harder ba.. jia you, jas!!! hahaha.. =p

as for audit.. guess i'm a easily contented person.. haha.. i'm fine with my grade though not very pleased but.. aiyo heck it la.. whahaha.. one more tax paper to get back tmr.. another gone case?? hmm.. i hope not..

anyway.. took an hour plus to reach sch today.. left home @ 7.45am however only reach sch at abt 9am.. was stuck in the train due to a oil spillage at Dhoby Guat.. sianz.. halfway thru this lousy week.. looking forward to the weekends - Fri, Sat & Sun!!! music, dance and fun.. woohoo!!! i simply love weekends.. =)

hmm.. looking forward to next week too.. i'm sure next week will be wonderful.. meeting up wif frenz.. gatherings.. ya.. i just can't stop playing.. =p

i wanna watch my girl n I.. anyone?? =)