<body> a sToRy of a GaL named Jas//*

 

...TAGBOARD




...ARCHIVES
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • September 2007
  • October 2007
  • November 2007
  • December 2007
  • January 2008
  • February 2008
  • March 2008
  • April 2008
  • August 2008
  • September 2008
  • October 2008

    •

    Tuesday, March 14, 2006


    to tink that 4 days ago.. i was still looking forward to the day and happily thanking each and everyone for their wishes and presents..
    ZX: thanks for the pretty flowers, beauitful wallet and the delicious dinner.. poor boi.. *paiseh* u spent quite a lot.. thank u.. xie xie..

    but now.. i feel that i'd just fallen down from a cliff.. n trying to climb back up.. but failed.. thus decided to find a place to hide myself and wait till i find the strength and motivation to try again..

    hmm.. even mum realised that i haven't been myself for the past few days..

    Mum: are u ok?
    Me: huh? *acting blur*
    Mum: u ok or not? how come u seemed so moody?
    Me: huh? no leh.. nothing (but deep now.. ya.. i'm feeling very down, so just wanna to hide myself and refuse to go out to face the reality)
    Mum: ok. don't keep everything to urself, k? anything just say it out.. we can share the problem.
    Me: orh.. i just tired ba.. gg to slp now.. nitez. (can't slp at all)

    thanks mum for ur concern.. sorry to make u worry.. but i tink i guess i just need some time to pull myself back up..

    i'm tired of faking - tired of smiling when i don't feel like it.. tired of being nice when i'm not.. tired of saying things which i don't mean it.. tired of not saying wat i feel or wat i wan..