Thursday, December 28, 2006
wan to cry but no tears seemed to be coming out..
reached a dead end once again..
tired of making detours already.. tired of forcing my way thru..
shall just leave it the way it is..
i'm sick and tired of pacifying.. arguing.. saying sorry..
to u.. my sorry are simply worthless.. so wat else is there for me to say..
the words that u'd been waiting for... good bye!!!
** to frenz who are reading this now.. dun worry abt me.. i'll be fine when the sun rise tmr morning.. or perhaps.. by the time u read this.. a few days had past.. and i've already thrown it behind me.. =)
Monday, December 25, 2006
boring.. whole day at home.. nothing to do..
back to work tmr.. yawnz..
weeee.. added one more new member - adorable singing reindeer to my soft toys collection.. thanks edwin for the reindeer n the tonic.. lol.. =D
Sunday, December 24, 2006
yawnz.. it's christmas eve!!! --> hee.. abit ironic right.. yawnz vs exclamation
so sad this year.. boring christmas.. busy internship..
fri was supposed to be half day for the entire company.. but poor me.. was @ client's place till 5plus and reach back office at abt 6plus.. by then.. company's christmas party over le.. gift exchange over le.. most of ppl went home le.. haiz..
this christmas period has been overdosed wif movies.. lol.. watched:-
Thu - Curse of the Golden Flower
Sat (yest) - Charlotte's Web & Death Notes 2 (VERY GOOD!! Recommended!)
Sun (later) - A Night at the Museum..
i enjoyed watching movies!! though it's quite an anti-social activity.. but.. i still enjoyed it.. esp.. when the company is good.. =) it's nice to have a movie kaki.. whom u can count on.. lol.. yea.. toking abt u... =D
can't wait for new year's eve.. yeah.. u - san will be back!! clique gathering in my house on new year's eve!! looking forward to it.. so long nv see all u ppl le.. miss all the fun times.. miss those times when san chased jun ard the classroom, on the street.. miss all the names calling.. *bleahz*
looking forwards to many many ktvs sessions.. gatherings.. =D
Monday, December 18, 2006
went night cycling yesterday..
we started off from ECP.. at abt 9pm
.. to Geylang for supper and durians
on the way.. met an unreasonable driver who refused to give way to us even when the green man was on.. and scolded us.. so i scolded him back.. lol.. but he just drove off.. wth...
Aldric came join us at Geylang..
.. to Esplanade/Lau Pau Sat for food/drinks
since aldric only join us at geylang.. while we cycle there.. he walk there to meet us.. guess wat.. he could walk faster than we cycled.. argh.. is he human???!!!
.. to School for free toilets =p
.. to Orchard
.. to Adam Food Centre for drinks
all in all, we reach Adam at about 4plus am.. so at abt 5am, we left Adam for ECP..
lol.. in the end.. the return journey only left with 3 gals.. Me, HL and Yv.. the 3 guys was walking and pushing their bikes along.. lol.. cool right.. the 3 of us reached ECP at 7am.. wow.. we are good..
All of us take turns to led the way.. we went from Adam - Whitley - Thomson - Novena - Little India - Bugis - Lavender - Kallang - Paya Lebar - Still Road - ECP
so cool!!! =) proud of ourselves!!! you go, gals!!!
now.. i'm suffering from aching legs, palms, shoulder and butt!!! argh.. starting internship tmr.. oops. in fact.. today.. it's 18 Dec already.. wish me luck.. hope that i would meet nice ppl =)
Thursday, December 14, 2006
back from HK le..
it was a great trip.. =)
Day 1
Reach HK at abt 11am..
Met the Rotaractors from Kwai Chung for KTV in the evening.. though this is the first time we meet.. we had a crazy time..
Day 2
Went yum cha in the morning.. the dim sum was delicious!! yummy..
after breakfast, took star ferry to Central..
Went to the Peak after that.. Below is the view from the Peak..
View from the Peak @ 4pm
View from the Peak @ 6pm
Just a diff of 2 hours, see the drastic changes in the sky colour.. =)
After the Peak we met up wif our Kwai Chung fren for dinner at a hot pot place called 有骨气. The food there was good too.. they have items that we would not have include into hot pot.. for eg. they have 水晶包 with special filings.. (e.g. custard cream, lemon, cha siew) who would include custard cream into pork stock?? =)
Following dinner, a few of us went for dessert.. and played a few orientation kinda of games.. it was quite fun..
Day 3
Went for breakfast at this nice nice congee place.. yum yum.. i love the you tiao.. DAMNED GOOD lor.. lol..
Following.. met some of our Kwai Chung fren and they brought us to Shenzhen. Shenzhen was a bit disappointing.. didn't manage to buy much stuff.. it's quite diff from the way I imagine her to be.. but the dinner @ Shenzhen was good.. we had lots of seafood.. like bamboo clams, scallops, etc.. the best things is the price is cheap.. imagine.. each scallop cost only HKD 1.. which is SGD$0.20.. WTH right.. hahahha..
Day 4
Went Ocean Park after breakfast.. The Ocean Park now is diff from before.. it's currently infested with lots of ***. Some of them are super duper rude.. tried to cut queue as well.. *pui*
them aside..for the first time in my life, i tried the roller coaster that goes 360 degrees and the free fall.. argh.. wat came over me to take such rides.. lol.. but it was fun.. not extremely exciting.. ok lor.. =)
Day 5
We had breakfast with our Kwai Chung fren.. a farewell breakfast..
The rest of the day was dedicated to shopping..
went to esprit outlets and some other shopping streets to buy our stuff.. in all, we bought a total of 21 boxes of lao po bing.. lucky.. we went early to place order.. by the time we went back at 9pm.. no more lao po bing left.. heng arh.. =D
oh.. we went for a late night movie as well.. Ghost train.. the movie itself was quite scary.. however with ed sitting beside me.. it's even scarier.. cos he, himself is a horror.. lol
Stayed up the entire night playing cards with Ade and Ed.. lady luck had chosen to abandon me on that night.. kept on losing and losing.. =p but luckily.. no money was involved.. ;) Dom and WX went to Shenzhen for massage.. boy.. they are addicted to it..
Day 6
Back at the airport.. gg back to Singapore.. yawnz..
All in all, my conclusion will be that this had been a wonderful trip..
Went to a lot of places that I'd never been before.. tried new stuff.. ate lots of desserts..
Thanks Edwin, Ade, Dom, Wei Xiong, Huishan for the sweet memories and great company!! In particular, a big thanks to Edwin for his efforts in trying navigate us ard and planning for the trip =)
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
counting down.. 2 more days to HK...
got to start packing my stuff for HK le..
in the process of writing the packing list now.. oh no.. the list is getting longer and longer.. =D
maybe gg JB on the coming thur evening.. erm.. shall see how ba..
Monday, December 04, 2006
friendship is so so so fragile..
one wrong step..
one additional step..
one less step..
might ruin the entire beautiful friendship..
y can't friendship withstand all tests..?? in the first place.. y should friendship be even tested.. can't they just be smooth sailing --> that'll be too idealistic le..
refering back to my prev entry..
i'm afraid that one day..
my close friends no longer keep in contact with me..
or suddenly we all become so distanced..
i'm afraid that when i come back from internship..
everything would be different..
frens would forget my existence..
frens no longer sms me..
somebody would replace my "position" in ppl's life..
and i will get ppl telling me..
u're not longer needed in my life..
get lost.. OH NO!!! all this tots are freaking me.. argh..
Sunday, December 03, 2006
when i woke up this morning.. felt a sense of loneliness.. ;)
smth i wonder y do i have to pack my days wif things to do.. y do i get myself involve in some much shit..
erm.. i guess.. i'm afraid of the feeling of loneliness.. hate the feeling of being left out.. being replaced.. being forgotten..
but as times goes, jas will learnt that she got to accept the fact that ppl will move ard.. nobody will stay by ur side forever.. got to learn to be more independent.. got to give discount to the word "forever".. "forever" have a valid time period, it comes wif an expiry date..
jas is in a conflicting state of mind.. on one hand, she just wish to be a hermit.. n back out from everything n everybody.. yet on the other.. she's afraid of being alone.. being unwanted.. being neglected.. one of jas's silly policies - nv to eat alone!! i rather starved than eating alone. i used to feel sorry for those ppl whom i saw eating alone in the coffeeshop.. i tot they look quite pitiful.. =p
it's bro's b-day today.. but he's still not home yet.. anyway..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,BRO!!
tried searching for some presents for him today.. but can't find le.. nothing suitable..
bleahz..
looking forward to HK trip on fri!!!
quite a no. of things to be done before the trip..
topid edwin.. added more tasks to my list.. argh.. baka!!
soon after my return from HK trip.. got to start work le.. sigh.. i asked for it one..
one of the headlines of the newspaper caught my eyes today.. audit firms are increasing the starting pay by 10%.. woohoo.. that will amt to an additional of $2400 a year.. erm.. abt one mth pay of an average biz grad.. haiz.. poor auditors..
Friday, December 01, 2006
Yippeee.. my papers finished le!!!! i'm finished!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
time to play.. woohoo...
