a sToRy of a GaL named Jas//*

Sunday, May 06, 2007

glam it may seemed to be..
emptiness it is indeed..

strong - people tink i am..
weak - is wat i really am..

who could see the true me..
nobody else except me..

who is there to blame..
me, myself and no one else..

fren need help can count on me..
help myself forget abt it..

haiz.. can't seem to get out of the depression mode..
every small little thing is affecting me..
wat do i really wan..

i wan to buck up for my studies..
i wan to be happy..
i wan to feel loved..
i wan to feel wanted..
i wan to get out of this..
is easy to say what u wan.. but whether u have the drive.. the support to cheer u on.. is a separate issue..

i'm sick n tired of the status quo.. yet i'm not doing anything to help myself..
fren ard me tried to help.. but obstacles are wat they faced..
fights are happening within me..
lost is the only outcome now..
when can i say Victory..
it all had to depend on me..

shall go for a jog now.. hopefully i would feel better after it..