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    Monday, June 25, 2007


    hee.. had been too busy watching anime.. so no time to blog.. lol..
    yawnz.. heh.. paid $50 a day to tok over the phone.. msn.. and blogging.. lol..

    silly company.. lousy way of employees' compensation.. no incentives if u hit above the target.. no punishments if u don't hit the target.. the target is just there for "fun" of it.. like that.. i'm not motivated to call more than the target lor.. how silly is it.. lol..
    anyway.. job is boring la. hahha.. but for the sake of $50 a day.. i shall endure.. heh..

    self-denial - topic of my conversation wif my dear buddy.. hahaha.. y is there a need for that?? because u wan to protect both urself n that person.. u worry too much.. u r just being too protective.. u r afraid of some unfavourable consequences that may arise out of it.. there r just too much to consider.. it's just like a shield that u would use to protect urself from all possible negative impacts.. oh well.. one way street vs two way street.. only god knows which road it is.. =) (nvm if u don't understand wat i'm saying.. not very impt)

    few questions that came to me over the few weeks..

    1. if i would to die now.. would anybody cry for me.. would u?? -- i tink this is very sad.. u will nv know whether ppl cry for u or not.. maybe nobody cares.. maybe just a few feeling sad.. maybe some celebrate.. i won't know.. oh well.. guess i'll nv know such things..

    2a . am i oso in the self denial state?? i dunno..

    2b. when will i be out of the self-denial state, if i'm in one.. perhaps the day i left Singapore for good.. or at least for a reasonably long period..

    3. am i happy the way i am now.. erm.. no i guess.. i dunno..

    4. am i waiting for miracle to happen.. yes i am..

    I look in the sky and then I saw a star shining so bright above,
    I close my eyes and wish upon the star that I would find true love
    Someone who needed me, someone to share my life
    For a love that would be true, I would wait for-ever..
    -quoted from one of my fav jap song (translated into english)-

    lol.. forever.. hahha.. impossible la.. no patience.. =D