a sToRy of a GaL named Jas//*
Monday, July 16, 2007
*counting down... 9 more days.. and off i go...
u know wat.. i tink it's a sad thing to be ostracised.. esp if it's by ur own frens..
sigh.. wat kind of PH i am.. wat have i learnt -- to be neutral.. but i can't.. i tend to take side with ppl whom i'm closer to..
at times, i feel sorry for him.. but at times.. he just irritate the shit out of me.. he's not a bad fren.. he can be sensitive (abit too sensitive), caring, gentlemen (at times only), gay-ish (oops).. but for a working buddy.. i guess not a wise choice.. --> another sign of a bad PH.. i shouldn't condemn a person even before i work experience for myself.. but i'm just blinded by all the other facts that i was told.. sigh..
then again.. there indeed some problems wif him.. but nobody dare to tell him straight to the first.. unless one's is prepared to lose this friendship.. am i?? i dunno.. a few times.. i wanted to tell him.. but i'm scared that i'll hurt him.. but seeing him being boycotted.. isn't it just as bad.. oh man.. i dunno.. wat should i do..
i'm sorry for treating u so badly.. i'm sorry if we had hurt u in anyway.. [... wat the pt of saying sorry when i'm not gg to change my attitude towards him =( ]
** to those who know whom i'm referring to.. dun worry.. i tink.. he don't have my blog add.. heh.. i tink only..
oh well.. time to slp.. hopefully could wake up at 7am later to go jogging..
it's time to lose somemore weights before flying off..